I’d been diligent preparing weeks worth of posts and scheduling them to publish, but, I’ve fallen behind and with the view of the next few weeks ahead of me I am not when I can catch up.
So many things are happening at once, I feel like I’m on a crazy ride I can’t stop, not that the craziness is a bunch of bad things, it’s just that I like things in my life quiet and simple. When there’s too much busyness and too many deadlines I get stressed out.
We have been planning on moving the middle of June since last year – I posted about the decision I made to stay in my little apartment last year. After looking at rental houses I decided that the best plan for now is to stay in our current complex but move to a larger, renovated, 3 bedroom unit. The original plans got confused in the office and they rented out the unit that we initially were planning on moving to, so instead of moving mid-June we are moving the first weekend in June. That cuts out a full two weeks of packing time I thought we’d have and puts the move two pay checks sooner. The move itself is more than enough for me to worry about but cranking up the time frame and cutting into the finances that way is a lot for me to deal with. Then work, which I love, has gotten busier and so I am stressed trying to acclimatize to the new pace, while worrying about the move. That pumps up the existing stress level a lot. And, then I have an awesome new boyfriend who I want to spend time with, and who I would much rather be thinking about than all the other stuff. So, I’m stressed and frustrated.
I’ve come to the conclusion that journaling for my blog may have to be “on vacation” until things become more manageable which bums me out because I was really happy with the posting schedule I’d fallen into. Ahhh, well… Life is what happens when you’re busy making plans, right?